shrinkt

i was thinking about things and one particular thing haunts me. . . this Thing stuck in my head. i am a seed taking root in a garden of Spring i am nature taking course without having to explain but its not that simple being Human is it. why, then, do i ask? because i want to know Things. is it nature? is there a shelf-life? could it be bad breeding? (i meant All things)

f r u s t r a ted …..? fists at your skull

i find you The cancer;

youre a disease in my head.

Ohhh-no..yes nonononononononono no. its all about me. did you note my Being paralyzed by fear did you note my guilt unmoved from my chair did you note your own grimace balking my demise and did you not think about who you are where we are or were and or do you not think et’al ?.i would like to tell you about a day that changed my life, Doctor … .. …. …… man of the power loaved in a chair gloating in wealth and pen; raised voice and eyebrow. i felt rehearsed; staged. educate my ignorance, relieve my innocense, prove my dissidance; your checks’ in the dust. oh yes, and one more Thing: will you be held accountable or will i be held crazy?

man of the power

mocking your head at my shame, dagger fingers seer through that fat fucking file. i note-iced. i am your patience.t ‘Frustrated’. i heard it from a frozen field and i dared myself out loud, “are you a Psychiatrist?” (Yes) “I think you need one.” recoiling at hot breath crawling to my skin, i plainly forgot to ask: What was the look about, Doc? Ohhh lookey here, this is a first! a Histrionic Post in my very own blog. understanding – understatement

did you grow old in the middle of noontime?

did you grow old, tired, a bitter old man?

tut/ ah poor you.. worthless fuck
g l o a t i n g.. as a grown woman caved. i cried you coward. your own profile and posture hunched aside, hands folded taking a shit. did I deserve Your input? not really. i have my dignity; you didnt keep your temper.

do you think i am paranoid?

i think youre an asshole.

i was thinking about things and
one particular thing is haunting me
this THING stuck in my head
a thing i had to say out loud