i cry

have you ever known me?
have you ever known my heart?
have you ever been on fire?

she said

have you ever lost its light?
have you ever made love to the sky?
will you ever.. Ever come down?

oh lover misfortune; old flame running dry;
whence afraid of a love- jesus wouldnt know-
if it made its way inside!

i weep for all my dead flowers
for all my faded photographs
for my friends and lovers
who dont know me now-
now im alone; i weep for me

do i know me- Now ?

the little girl isnt lost in a Cinderella fairy tale
anymore.. . i weep for the day i could dream or waken
with a handsome prince making love to my body and my mind
rescuing me from a tragic scene of reality; fighting to the death illusions
and dragons with the bittersweet taste of erotica dripping from our words; melting us
into silence.

is the need to love
Only a love to need?
and do i know You now?

i weep for promises made unkept; in arms
i could not leave; for the prisoner ive become;
i weep for now knowing i always had the key!

did i ever know anything? does it matter?
now that the play is over, the lights fade,

and The Silence becomes deadly.. .

i cry.